i try to run away from reality. but it always seems to catch up on
me every now and then. it is haunting me. even my dreams.
i feel even asinine when i talk about free will.
there's no choice in my life. not anymore.
the pulse seems to rush in my blood faster and slower.
i'm afraid to open my eyes. is u who made me. and is u who's going to break me
go away. scary monster.